Post by Ryan Taylor Harlow on Nov 8, 2012 3:06:17 GMT -6
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ryan taylor harlow
ryan taylor harlow
[style=font-family: times new roman; font-size: 20px; letter-spacing: 3px; text-transform: uppercase; color: #2D2729; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;]P H Y S I C A L Hair Color: brown [/style]Eye Color: brown Height: 5'11"ft Weight:150lbs Distinguishing Features: a few tattoos Play By: oliver sykes General Overview: ryan is fairly tall. And is fairly slender too, but not overtly so. He does tend to stand out, well, sometimes. As he does actually have quiet a number of tattoos on both arms and his chest. It's just something he always wanted, as he loves art and more so on his body, as he can keep it forever. His style is roughly casual, wearing jeans and a tee most days. He is overly vain and will wear anything to be honest. His hair is brown and just comes past his ears. | [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,220,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: #6F68B4;] [style=padding: 10px; text-align: justify; font-family: Times New Roman; font-size: 11px; height: 425px; width: 220px; overflow: auto; color: #ffffff;]G E N E R A L |
Full Name: ryan taylor harlow
Nicknames: ry
Age: twenty two
Birthdate: 2nd nov
Sexuality: undecided
Job: manager at street waves
Group: accidental
P E R S O N A L I T Y[/i]
Likes:
-alcohol
-parties
-music
-tattoos
-sunset
Dislikes:
-being control
-losing control
-showing emotion/weakness
-being open
-being told no
Strengths:
+passionate
+determined
+creative
Weaknesses:
-extremely guarded
-cold
-blunt
Fears:
-hurting those he loves
-being alone forever
General Description:
Ryan would say he is rather outgoing, yet not overly loud. He knows when to button it, and prefers it this way. He wouldn't say he was reserved nor introverted, just that he does enjoy his own space, as does anyone. He doesn't really like overly loud people or those that gets on his nerves. He has a very tough exterior, and likes to keep it that way. He can be pretty guarded, due to things that had happened when he was younger. He finds emotions as a weakness, and likes to keep them hidden, or even deny them.
It gets to the point in where he will act like a total jerk, because he just does not want to be vunlerable. He does have a habit of being overly blunt, stubborn and hates to be wrong. He really ahtes being controlled like he had been his whole life by his parents and just wants to do what he wants. He can be a bit of an asshole, only because he is incredibly insecure in himself and does not want to come across as weak. He can across as a bit arrogant, cold when you first meet him..but if you do manage to break down his walls, you will see a different side to him, the lonely, sweet, vulnerable side that only wants to be loved unconditionally and not judged anymore.
H I S T O R Y[/i]
Mother: Claudia harlow
Father: thomas harlow
Siblings: james and gregory harlow, brothers
Pets: n/a
Other: n/a
Overview: Ryan did not have the happiest of upbringings. He was the last child to be born to Claudia and Thomas , after their other two sons had moved out. Ryan was not a wanted child, yet they didn’t feel the need to give him up. Both Claudia and Thomas had had it rough, having Thomas lost his job and Claudia having an affair. They were always arguing, and turned to school to deal with their personal problems, rather than deal with their son. Ryan was a quiet child, but it didn’t stop his parents from giving him grief. They shouted at him alot, controlled him and he was subjected to beatings as they watched.
Ryan was vulnerable, but felt as if he couldn’t do anything. He was only ten years old, and not to mention scared. He was sick of being told he was worthless by his mother, so much so that he casually ran away aged eleven and was put into foster care soon after. He thought his pain was over, but it didn’t stop him from having nightmares or clamming up completely.
He completely withdrew into a shell and tossed aside his old identity. He became more sullen, cynical and put up walls to keep everyone seeing his vulnerability. He didn’t want to be weak anymore, yet he probably became more like his parents than anything. He couldn’t care less, not when he moved to the US from the UK, determined to make a new start. He wanted to just break way, but that didn’t mean he was happy. Because he still wasn’t, and constantly wondered why h was so worthless, according to his parents.
He hated being alone, but he thought it was best, as he was sick of being hurt. He hated the lack of control, so he became obsessed with wanting to gain it, in some way or form. He was doing fine for a fine, working in a tattoo shop and doing some music on the side...Until he met his untimely end, by pure accident. It was on one night that he thought he saw his father than Ryan lost it and got completely drunk and attempted to drive home. But lost control of the car and thus ended up in New Haven. He has been there for a little while now and has since required the position of manager at the local tattoo parlor.
A B O U T Y O U[/i]
Your Name/Alias: neko
Age: 21
Time Zone: gmt
Other Characters: n/a yet
Code Words: Stolen by the Cheshire Ray
Random Fact: bllahidontknwowhattoputilikecookies?
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DATE OF DEATH: JANUARY 12TH
TABLE BY CALIFORNIA DREAMING @ CAUTION 2.0 EDITED BY ALICE.
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