Post by Kira Calum Lyndon on Nov 9, 2012 21:10:23 GMT -6
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kira calum lyndon
kira calum lyndon
 [style=font-family: times new roman; font-size: 20px; letter-spacing: 3px; text-transform: uppercase; color: #2D2729; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;]P H Y S I C A L Hair Color: [/style]Eye Color: Dark Brown -looks black most the time. he does wear colored contacts though sometimes. Height: 5'4" Weight: 125lbs Distinguishing Features: lots of tattoos/piercings -all that the pb has-. Scars on his wrists, and under all the tattoos on his back, quite a few long whip marks going from his left shoulder to his right hip Play By: Miyavi General Overview:Kira is short. He stands 5'4" and weighs around one hundred and twenty three pounds. he's fairly skinny and slightly underweight. He changes his hair from time to time, as of right now it's multicolored and in a few braids. As of right now his hair is a mix of pink, purple, red, blond, and black. He wears his hair on the longer side, it's past his shoulders. He has huge number of tattoos. which is crazy for a eighteen year old. Most of them are on his back. But he has them on his chest, arms and stomach. Along with tattoos, he has a quite a few piercings. Nose, ears, lip, and eyebrow. His style, is usually just something that's comfortable. He doesn't got out of his way to dress up. Usually just jeans, shirt, belt. | [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,220,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: #6F68B4;] [style=padding: 10px; text-align: justify; font-family: Times New Roman; font-size: 11px; height: 425px; width: 220px; overflow: auto; color: #ffffff;]G E N E R A L |
Full Name: Kira Calum Lyndon
Nicknames: None
Age: 18 at time of death
Birthdate: February 3rd
Sexuality: Asexual -> Will eventually be bisexual xD
School: High School Senior
Job: Customer Service @ Bath and Body Works
Group: Suicide
P E R S O N A L I T Y[/i]
Likes: - Music, Art, Photography, Being alone, Swimming, His personal space, Knives, sharp things in general, Animals, His brothers, Rain, Scented Lotions/Candles, Paranormal tv shows, Reading, Thunderstorms.
Dislikes: - A lot of people, Sexual Contact, Physical Contact, Being Touched, he lashes out or flinches, Abuse, His father, Medical Personal: TERRIFIED of doctors, Getting nagged about what happened to him, Large crowds of people, The man who sexually abused him, Snow, the Cold,
Strengths: Art, Avoiding people: At times goes out of his way to do so, Observing people
Weaknesses: Chocolate, His brothers,Believes the words: "You are worthless. No one will ever love you.", Lives behind the lie "I'm fine" when he's not
Fears: Being hurt again. Physical/Sexual Contact, Medical Personnel, Getting raped again
General Description: Kira… is a mess. Pure and simple. Not in the druggie or alcoholic sense. Rather in the sense that he’s a broken young man. Emotionally unstable. He’s pretty moody, He’s borderline suicidal –not that he can die again-, broken and a cutter. He’s terrified of all medical personal; he does have medical history not documented because his father never let him see a doctor when Kira ended up with a broken limb. His mother could patch him up to be presentable the next day because she was a Pediatric Nurse. He doesn’t like most people, he doesn’t like physical contact. In all honesty, otherwise he doesn’t know a nice touch from a harsh, abusive one. His brothers learned early on not to touch him; he doesn't react well to physical contact. Usually it's just a flinch but other times it could lead to him lashing out.
Kira is pretty insecure, he very much believes the words his father and his rapists told him all the time. That he was worthless and no one will ever love him. Kira is very rough around the edges, and hardly lets anyone in. He’s the type who bottles things up until they leave him completely broken. He can listen to someone, but never expect him to open up unless he trusts you 100%. He’s very quiet and prefers to be in the presence of himself, meaning he’s a loner, he has trust issues to the extreme and doesn't trust many, not even his own brothers.
H I S T O R Y[/i]
Mother: Jasmine Lyndon;deceased;murdered.
Father: Tyson Lyndon;Prison Inmate
Siblings: Max & Orion | Jameson.
Pets: Lexie
Other:
Overview: Kira was born to a Tyson and Jasmine Lyndon on February 3rd 1995. BUT! There is a HUGE BUT! Kira wasn’t Tyson’s child. He was the child, the result of a moment of weakness on Jasmine Lyndon’s part. She cheated on Tyson. But Tyson didn’t know. Kira as different than all Tyson and Jasmine’s other children. While they were adorable with light brown hair and eyes so dark the looked black from a distance and tan skin, Kira was pale, had dark hair and eyes, but looked more Japanese than the other children. Yes, Tyson wondered where that came from, but Jasmine had those traits, dark eyes and darker hair. He didn’t think once that she had cheated on him.
He is the youngest of four children. For young siblings they got along swimmingly. Kira, I guess you could say was spoiled as a child, but he never asked or wanted whatever he got, he was just a content youngster. He was a vivacious child that got along with everyone, until he hit the age of five. Tyson found out that Kira wasn’t his child. That’s when his and Jasmine’s life started going downhill. Kira had no idea what he had done to enrage his father. But the Verbal abuse started shortly after Tyson found out that Kira wasn’t his. After months of verbal abuse, Tyson struck Kira across the face with the back of his hand. At that point, Kira had already started to withdrawal into himself. Becoming a quiet child. He didn’t know why his father was doing this. Why he was hurting him and his mother. He despised that his father was hurting his mom. Why was he?! The five year old often times, even at his young age knew that it wasn’t right, and tried to protect his mother. Even if it resulted in him getting hit more.
The older Kira got, the more abusive his father became. His father became an alcoholic, and it got to the point that no one in the family was safe from the constant onslaught of abuse. His mother and Kira took the blunt of the abuse though. Kira tried his hardest to please his father, but nothing he did resulted in praise. It resulted in him getting beaten. He talked wrong, he’d get shoved into a wall, he tried to protect his mother he’d get a full beating. One day Kira snapped, he fought back. He walked into school the three days later with his arm in a cast. People asked what happened. He just responded with the “oh you know me. I’m clumsy. I fell down the stairs.” Kira would have and desperately wanted to tell the truth about the abuse, but his father threatened him with his mothers life. If he told, on top of the abuse getting worse, he’d kill Jasmine. Kira knew he had to lie whenever people asked about the bruises, he'd have to lie to protect his life and his mothers. People bought the clumsy bit because Kira acted clumsy. Tripping all the time, falling on flat surfaces etc. Despite everything going on at home, Kira did his best in school. Got decent grades, but still isolated himself from the other kids.
One day Kira’s father went to far, he brought a friend home from a night of drinking, everyone else was away and out. Kira had stayed home because his father knew if people saw him, they’d start asking questions. See. Kira’s father tried his darnedest to avoid hitting or hurting Kira’s face. The eleven year old had been asleep when his father and his buddy drunkenly staggered into his bedroom. To put it simply without being to horribly blunt and graphic. His father’s friend had his wicked way with the pre-teen. His father said “Be a good boy. Don’t scream you little slut or we’ll kill you.” Kira was utterly broken after that. It happened more than once, and he started to believe the words that man uttered. “you are nothing but a worthless whore, you are worthless, a nobody. Nothing but a good body, nobody will ever love you” Kira fought back, but it resulted in him getting beaten severely on top of being raped.
Very slowly Kira’s brothers noticed him becoming a mere shell. They hadn’t known of the rape their youngest brother faced. He was very quiet, withdrawn, very skittish. When he turned fourteen his family moved to Vermont. It was around the time they moved up to Vermont, that is siblings noticed him acting differently, and not because of the abuse or the rape they didn’t’ know about. He'd have moments of utter happiness, he’d go days without sleep and seemed to have huge amount of energy, and that was when they noticed he’d go on bizarre spending sprees. They hadn’t the faintest idea where he’d got the money from either. Then there would be moments he wanted absolutely nothing to do with anyone. Days he’d take the abuse without fighting back. What they didn’t know was that he is suffering from Bipolar disorder. He rarely got seen by doctors because of his paranoid father would think he would tell.
In this new school he attened, Kira took to the music program. He tried to stay out of the house as much as possible to learn the guitar. He used the guitar to deal. It helped calm him down. One day, about five months after he turned fifteen, he had been with one of the few friends he had been with. Walking home, he knew something was wrong when he could hear yelling down the street. He knew his parents fought, but it was never ever to this extent. He cautiously entered his home and saw his parents fighting. Something in his father snapped because he grabbed one of the kitchen knives and stabbed Jasmine Lyndon in the chest three times. Tyson saw Kira standing there and bolted. Jasmine mother died in Kira's arms. His brothers came home to their baby brother sitting against the wall staring at absolutely nothing, Jasmine's body laying on the ground next to him. all Kira could say was "He killed her..."
After two days on the run Tyson was caught and Kira and his remaining brothers had to go through a trial to get him behind bars. it was a long trial, but he got life in prison, no chance for parole. His brother stepped up and took care of Kira after the trial to get his highly abusive, murderer of a father behind bars. It was one horrific day that his brothers found him with a knife to his wrist. All that emotional pain pent up inside burst through the dam holding it at bay after one particularly nasty flashback. No matter how watchful his brothers were, he'd still find a way to cut. He hid it. Used makeup, covered it up with those rubber bracelets. Cutting to him... helped with all the emotional pain. He cut to ease the pain, not kill himself, but he slowly got more and more suicidal. He continued to isolate himself until he was eighteen. He simply couldn't take it anymore, his depression having spiraled into dangerous proportions. One day, on August 7th, 2013, Kira took his life by overdosing on his depression medication. He was home alone at the time this happened, so his brothers didn't get there in time to save him. What Kira didn't expect was waking up at New Haven to have a second life. He wasn't really happy about that, but he's dealing with living again day to day.
A B O U T Y O U[/i]
Your Name/Alias: Laura
Age: Kira
Time Zone: Eastern
Other Characters: Just Kira, soon to add Derek xD
Code Words: STOLEN BY ALICE
Random Fact: hrmmm... ish odd. but most of y'all know that already xD
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DATE OF DEATH: August 7th
TABLE BY CALIFORNIA DREAMING @ CAUTION 2.0 EDITED BY ALICE.
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